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sabato 4 gennaio 2025

Un Canto di Natale di Charles Dickens

“E così, come osservò Tiny Tim, che Dio ci benedica, tutti!”
Leggere Un Canto di Natale è davvero rinfrancante.
Confesso, con una punta di vergogna, che lo avevo sempre snobbato perché “tanto la sua storia la conosciamo tutti”: ero infatti alle elementari, quando avevo visto il film Disney con Paperon Scrooge e Topolino; lo avevo persino letto sul settimanale a fumetti, Topolino appunto, e ne avevo viste svariate versioni in una marea di film e telefilm, da SOS Fantasmi con Bill Murray, alla puntata natalizia de I Simpson. Quindi sì, la storia la sapevo a memoria, e non mi veniva nessuna voglia di leggerla.
Così come non avevo mai letto nessun libro di Dickens per, piu o meno, lo stesso motivo; d’altra parte, chi di voi non conosce, almeno sommariamente, le vicende di Oliver Twist o David Copperfield?
Eppure ogni volta che lo spiegavo in classe, non riuscivo a farlo senza entusiasmo. Ed ogni volta mi trovavo a leggere ai miei alunni, quasi recitandolo, con estrema enfasi (rigorosamente in inglese, ovviamente), il famosissimo stralcio tratto da Oliver Twist, di solito intitolato Please, Sir, I want some more. Perché non si può non restare incantati dalle abilità descrittive di questo eccezionale autore del Vittorianesimo e dalla potenza evocativa di ogni sua frase, dalla precisione dettagliata della sua narrazione, senza però diventare mai pesante, ma anzi talmente immediata da farci visualizzare ogni scena come l’avessimo effettivamente davanti agli occhi.
E quest’anno mi sono ritrovata Un Canto di Natale in casa, e non ho resistito alla tentazione di leggerlo, sebbene in italiano (ma complimenti al curatore G.T. Asfalti, che ha saputo mantenere nella traduzione la verve dickensiana e che ha corredato il tutto di molte note efficaci ed esaurienti per chi non è avvezzo alla cultura dell’era vittoriana).
Ed eccomi qui, a leggere questo libro che non avrebbe dovuto stupirmi per la sua storia che ormai conoscevo a menadito, e da cui invece non riuscivo a staccarmi, per la sua narrazione coinvolgente, perché i suoi insegnamenti profondi arrivano a toccare gli animi, soprattutto in un periodo come quello natalizio, o forse perché più andiamo avanti, più abbiamo bisogno di circondarci di cose belle e semplici, e perché non ci si stanca mai di sentirsi ripetere i buoni propositi per una vita più sentita e piena d’amore. A discapito della signora che, proprio in questi giorni, mi ha confessato di averlo trovato una lettura pesante. Forse per lei non era ancora arrivato il momento giusto per leggerlo. Ma l’insegnamento ultimo di questo splendido romanzo è proprio che non tutti i gusti sono alla menta, e l’importante è ridere di cuore, nel nostro cuore, e gioire ogni giorno come fosse Natale.
“Vivrò nel Passato, nel Presente e nel Futuro. Gli Spiriti di tutti e Tre si animeranno dentro di me”.
E buon Natale a tutti, adesso e per tutto l’anno.



domenica 2 agosto 2020

And the best is yet to come


It was a peaceful afternoon of a very hot August. I was on holiday, admiring the sea from my terrace and thinking, as usual, about my recently lost “true love”. I was the best at complaining about my exes. I was still feeling sad for the geeky guy I had been seeing five months ago, and even if it was I who had interrupted our relationship (I always put an end to love stories I consider wrong and difficult ’cause I hate dramas), I wasn't able to get him out of my head. He couldn't be my Mr. Right: he was charming, learned and witty, but not so self-assured (as the Beatles said in Help), 
sloppy, idle, apathetic, cynical and definitely cold. It was obviously his problem, not mine. So why was I going on overthinking everything about our past and super short relationship? Something didn't add up...
The Cheshire Cat was sitting at my right side, grinning as usual.
- "Hi! Such a long time. How have you been? Did you enjoy the quarantine? I was afraid you would reappear no more", I started.
- "Are you certain it is his problem?", asked my Cat.
- "Quite certain, indeed,” I answered firmly.
- "Once you wrote on your blog that you and I share the same soul, that I am a sort of mirror where you can better understand yourself."
- "I did. And...?"
- "Was that man your Cheshire Cat?"
I was astonished. I was talking to an empty white plastic chair. A crazy woman conversing pleasantly with imaginary friends, like John Nash did (and he was a genius after all). And my transparent friend seemed much wiser than me.
- "Look at the sea", the Cheshire Cat reappeared, "it has a perfect blue compared to the brilliant green of the trees". And he vanished again.
I was shocked by his words.
And suddenly I had an intuition. After all these months I decided to re-read my ex’s emails. He said he was in love with me since I was intelligent, funny, determined, sexy, with beautiful big eyes and because I trusted him. I had forgotten all these positive adjectives related to me; whereas in my emails I wrote that I was in love with him because he had my same character and I could deeply understand him: no positive adjectives for him, but only similiraties with me. Quite narcissistic. 
A few days before I was on the phone with my best friend Flo, telling her that I fall in love almost every time, but that I am unable to take the further step, since I realised I had never really loved anyone in my life. I knew it sounded harsh, but it was true in my opinion (not in Flo’s). I remember how Yvaine explained her idea of love in Stardust, but it is something I have never felt deep down in my heart:
You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn't true. I know a lot about love. I've seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate... It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves... You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and... What I'm trying to say, Tristan is... I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I'd know it for myself. My heart... It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it's trying to escape because it doesn't belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I'd wish for nothing in exchange - no gifts. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine.


So my Cheshire Cat was right: the geeky guy was the mirror which showed me my real personality. I called him a cynical cold man, but I was worse. I was too jealous, being focused only on myself. I wanted to be fully, totally, unconditonally loved by the man who happened to be my partner, but I didn't give back love to them. I gave them material things like rich and beautiful presents, or even higher things, such as honesty and respect, but never true love. And I'm sure they could feel it, even if they didn't realise it. 
I had to thank my geeky guy instead of feeling heartbroken for having lost our magic moments forever. He had just taught me a very important lesson, he had taught me the way to reverse my love life. 
I was Ebenezer Scrooge (the miser of A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens), and my personal Ghost of Christmas Yet to Come was showing me how I could become in my future. But I did not want to end up like this.
Changing my character wouldn't be an easy path to follow, but I was finally ready to give it a try. And the best is yet to come.
Should I help the geeky guy to look inside himself as well?
No, maybe he wasn't so cold, maybe this was just my wrong idea about him. And more important, people must work on themeselves, not on others.
So thank you Geeky Guy for opening my heart to love; thank you My Cheshire Cat for coming back with your precious advice, at last; thank you Florence for always trusting and listening to me; and thank you all my readers for supporting me. I won't say I love you all because I'm not able to love yet 😄
Au revoir, mes amis! 😀